Central Michigan Shadowrunner's Journal

I wonder if moving here was a mistake
The realization has just hit me in the last few days that I may not have any of my old college friends left. And it depresses the hell out of me.

When I first moved up here, it was to be close to my friends from college. And yet, in the nearly year since I've moved up here, NONE of my friends have ever dropped by to visit, even though I have my address on facebook. It's like now that I'm out of college, I don't even matter anymore. And the times I tried to go to their places, nobody was home.

I don't even know what I'm doing here anymore. If it wasn't for my weekend RPG group, I wouldn't have any human contact at all - and I'm grateful to them for that, but for some reason I still don't feel comfortable going to their places.

I wonder if I should clear out my friends list nowadays, consdering how little I'm visited or even talked to by some of these people.

I just don't know anymore.

Current Mood: depressed

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